The Scholastic Book Fair is an annual event at my school. I look forward to it more than a shoe sale. People who know me understand this.
Before the Book Fair, our school librarian plays the preview video for classes to watch. The video highlights some of the books available for purchase, and my students always enjoy watching it. SO DO I.
I sit and watch it with them. Our imaginations are all held captive by the titles, the great book trailers, and the promise that a great book is within our reach.
I watched this year's Book Fair Preview with my new class in the library this week. Though we are a new community, we ARE a community. We were ALL "oohing" and "aahing", and this made my heart glad. Though we've only been in a school a few weeks, Reader's Workshop, exposure to books, and book talks have clearly had an impact.
I smiled as we watched together. We were all having a wonderful time. But then the preview for INSIDE OUT AND BACK AGAIN by Thanhha Lai came on. And I stopped laughing.
I was immediately taken back to the experience of reading this amazing book last December.
When I heard Thanhha Lai talking about the book and the main character in the video, I started to remember what it was like to read the book. I started to go through the emotions of the character's struggle. The memories of the richness of language came flooding, and as I told my librarian "I've read this book!", I could hear my voice crackle, and small, quiet tears began to fall. They were enough tears for me to wipe away, and I could hear one of my students saying, "Mrs. Alaniz! You're crying!" I reassured them by saying, "I'm fine. Books just make me feel---sometimes they make me feel happy and sometimes they make me feel sad. That's what good books do."
And looking back on that moment now, I knew it was a powerful teaching moment. In that moment, I know my students are beginning to see just how passionate I am about books. I want them to know that good books affect me, and that even after I read them, I never forget them. They leave an imprint that makes me better. They leave a stamp on me that brands me in a good way. . maybe in ways I will never realize.
My passion for reading is more valuable to me than any PD book I could ever own. It is more valuable to me than any workshop. It is more helpful to me than any strategy, activity, or program. It will never fade, lose value, or need a new subscription. It goes with me, and it's easily shared.
That's a tool I cannot live without.